New Pricks and Magic Tricks

Today was..... interesting, to say the least.

I didn't wake up until 1 this morning due to the fact that I was having extremely bizarre dreams. The thing that made them even more bizarre is that when I was talking to my ex, I realized that they were all pertaining to what she did yesterday night. To make things even weirder, well maybe not, but I believe that i told her part of my dream and she said that it actually happened? iono i might be wrong and making that up inside my head...? Well anyways if I'm not wrong and my dream was in fact true, then one... i wonder if the other parts where true.... and two... if they were that fuckin sucks. Well not really... i guess thats good for someone, just.... aggravating that I'm wrong yet again.

Heh, her friend does hate me, and for good reason I guess. Although i truly didn't intend to make it sound the way I guess i did....
Sorry Tiara, I know you will never read this, but I didn't mean to come off as the asshole I did. I'll probably never talk to you again and you'll probably always think badly of me, but I'm not saying this in person because, well to be frank, you're not the person i like to spend my time around. Just because of the fact that you two are too energetic and crazy for me. Its not a huge bad thing, but it just makes me feel like i'm not being social enough so I try to stay out of things.

Anyways! Got my picture frame working, (digital one) went to the gym, and found out i'm in the YES folder for work. woot. Thinking of applying for Reno because I'm just sick of this routine i'm in so... blah. actually I've been having second thoughts about Reno as well because if I go there then I have no gym, no free food, no alone time, and a drastic loss in friends... dunno if i want to go through that.

Left my damn glasses at Matt's house, my sunglasses at Kristin's, my other sunglasses at John's, and something at shantias (i can't remember what)

Learned some magic tricks from the video I got in Seattle... thats fun. Played gunbound and Call of Duty 4. blah.... need to watch Children of Men. ummmmmmmmmm yeah... gonna run some errands for the package I'm gonna send up to Reno.

I lost. Game Over. End of Chapter 5.

but then again.... I'm the reason I lost.... can't blame anyone else but myself....
I just wish the loss had been better... I mean... damn, insult to injury and everything. now I need to work on chapter 6.

O in case you are wondering...

Chapter 1: Birth and Beyond
Chapter 2: Elementary School
Chapter 3: Middle School
Chapter 4: High School
Chapter 5: ....... (I'll share this when I feel like it)
Chapter 6: College "Part 1"

Well good night all.

Falling Down

The downward spiral has me in its grasp...

I must escape quickly before it swallows me whole.

I must have a damn good life if all the people around me are going through such

extreme situations. But they bring these situations onto themselves.....

and not one listens... why are people so mentally weak?















Fuck...... just listen to me.

It's All Over

IT is over. I am done with IT. IT made me wonder and then IT shot me down. IT made me suspicious and then IT covered ITself. Why did I even bother with IT? because heh.



I still don't believe.

I still am not sure I will be able to resist.

What I know for sure is I am going to severe myself somewhat from the control.

Communication is not my major.

Business is.

Enigma, the language of the hidden.

Why wouldn't trust be shown??

Maybe this isn't the first thing?

ok bad mood is coming my way. I'm done with this post. Before I get pissed.


Breathe - Prodigy

Welcome a New Year

A New Year. A New Beginning.

Well I've sure had a crappy new beginning.

None of my plans went through.

Bryan saved my New Year from being the most pathetic thing ever.
Thanks Dude.
Shoutout to you.

My new years resolution?
To get in shape....
and stay that way.
To get a job, and keep it for the year.
and to sort some things out. Permanently.

Ugh, i think I drank too much soda.
My stomache feels like its being pinched.
Weird Pain.

I learned that the best things in life are the things you have to earn or wait for.

I feel sorry for people that have nothing or everything.

And I learned that i don't like Queeshe (sp?) Maybe with a K?

I'm suprised I didn't get food poisoning.

I want my Xbox Back. gah

Well I hope everyone has a great year and that since I had a crappy beginning to my year that I will have the best ending to it. :D

lol what a funny song.

The Hell That Is My Life - Zebrahead