Doomsday 2012

Well, I was sitting in Com 101 today and this guy gave a speech about how the world is going to end in 2012. HE did a really great job of hitting all the views on the topic. I give him major kudos.

But his delivery wasn't what captivated me. It was definitely the topic. If the world really is going to end in 2012 wouldn't there be more signs??? I mean that is only 4 years and 8 months away. Or is it all going to sneak up on us and hit us a few days out???

Anyways he cited many different viewpoints such as The Bible, something he called like Notre Dameists? and NASA. He got my attention really from NASA, cuz I mean the religious stuff just kinda seems like anyone could have made it up, well i mean NASA could be too, but whatever!!! I HAVE MY BELIEFS!! I don't necessarily believe the world is going to end, but I might hold off on my Christmas shopping until that day comes.

Another girl gave a speech on the same topic and it really gave me hope. She said some people believe that it isn't the end of the world, but instead it is just the day when portals to other dimensions will open. New possibilities eh??? :D

Well no point in getting scared/excited for it yet. It is a hella long time away.





O YEA FORGOT TO ADD A PICTURE!! HANG ON :D
*5 minutes later*

So I'm feeling quite outclassed

I read through a couple other people's blogs and I have to say.... i'm quite blown away by the complexity and length that some of them have. So to spice mine up a little bit I have decided to include a picture everyday to demonstrate how I feel lol.


Or maybe to give a visual on what music I am listening to, or maybe both, yes I said it BOTH!@!!

whoa crazy huh? yup I thought so too, but I'd be willing to do it to please myself, since I am the only one that reads these entries hahaha.

Well, at least I think cuz I only have like 114 profile views and like 50 of them are from me and like 25 are from Jessica.

woot for me.



TODAY!
mood - Distraught



Was crappy. For the most part. I got to dress up like an arms dealer, which was fun for about 10 minutes. Then i realized I live in a desert and it was WAYYYYY too hot to be dressed in a long sleeve Dress Shirt with several layers on.

Rest of the day I just played video games and BS.

ugh, head games..... wtf do they want with me....??

Seriously, my imagination has been flairing up again and it hurts..... badly. These little flairs cause a lot of distress for me and I can't control them as well as I thought I could. It's times like these i wish I couldn't control everything.... and that I never made that wish......

Ok i zoned out for a sec, so i know its time to stop.

STILL HAVEN'T CHANGED MY OIL!
effin A
Got a new phone though, so now i'm $100 more in debt. greeeaaaat.



Fall into Sleep - Mudvayne

I Just Realized!

All the blogs on here are always down and drepressing or filled with sarcastic and cynical humor. Well now that i am in an unordinarily good mood (I have been for about a week) I am going to write a good blog, with as little bad stuff in it as possible :DDDD

Work is amazing! Seriously, its fun and the time goes by so fast (for the most part) the people that work there are cool and the customers are always fun to be around.

School sucks, but that ok! I get free food there and I'm working towards a diploma.

Makin MONEY!!! woot woot

going to go shooting again in like a week or so.

Everything is new and exciting, no old stuff that bores me or just stuff to keep me busy (except this blog and myspace)

I love going to the gym now :D

Going to get tan too :D

ok

bad part

I'll try to keep this short

Dickwee Douchebag and Companion

Should just drop, but I cannot.

Stupid personality. disorder. thingy.

ok DONE!

O and there is a bump under my eye that i keep seeing and its bothering me.... BUT everything else is good



coffee coffee coffee!!!

weeeeeeeeeee

I love how I can control my emotions

I used to think it was a curse. Not knowing how to act at funerals, not knowing how to feel, being able to control how I feel, but now I realize it's not a curse, but instead a blessing.


I can have the shittiest day and still make it so I am happy. Weird? Yes. Bad? No.

Think of it this way, I will see or feel something horrible happen, and then I feel like nothing even happened. I can control it all.


I am the master of my mind, well for the most part lol.



Those of you who know how I don't have control can laugh with me. There should be only like 5 of you. Definitely less than ten.

O and I don't have control in a couple of ways. But you all would already know that.




woooooooooo i love how no one even reads these things either...... makes me feel like my ideas are going to waste, but whatever....