Random Crap for a Random Day

What Kind of Dragon are You?

Elemental Dragon
You're a combination of all the other dragons. You're caring, kind, protective and a leader. People follow you even if you don't mean for them. You're a complexed person and sometimes don't know what you want. Unsure of yourself and you're abilities, you often stumble through you life having to live it one day at a time


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Currently playing Treasure Seas INC.

Double header Thursday

Ok, regardless of whether I fail or pass my lifeguard test on thursday, I have decided that I want to box with Raphael again. Hella fun and stress relieving. I just hope I'm not too tired to do it.

Enough about the Lifeguarding thing though I am stewing over it.


Currently between classes that I haven't done work for.... I did my English Essay so thats good, but on my business syllabus it said something was due today and he hasn't talked about anything during class though :( I hope he just talks about it today and then gives us like a week to complete.


Bah, all this crap is making me appreciate my free time more. I have no time to do things like post a blog anymore, unless I am doing it in my 3 hour break between classes or right after I wake up on tuesdays and thursdays. I don't even think I am going to be able to enjoy my friday off because I am going to be too stress about saturday and everything. I can't wait for this too be over and for my job to start.... at least I'll make money for my time there.

Forbidden Palace - DJ Tiesto

The Start of My Lifeguarding Adventure

I thought this chapter in my life was going to be extremely short lived as I hit the forth lap in the swimming pool at Desert Breeze Park.

"O my god, I'm not going to make it!" the thought shot through my head like a bullet. I began to panic.... I still had two laps to go and my muscles were beginning to turn into jelly. My lungs burned and I gasped for breathe. I started to flail my limbs. It all hurt so badly.... and this was the shortest distance that I would have to swim. I hope i can complete the rest of the course.

Anyways, I just got done watching the dogs, which is nice because I will get much more sleep now and not have to worry about going over there, but it was kinda nice living on my own for those 4 days, makes me want to move out that much more.

man, i am really not looking forward to going to school tomorrow. I'm exhausted, but i want to stay up for some reason....




Other than All of that stuff, I had a crazy dream last night. Dreams are a weird thing, I'm not sure if they display what you really want or if they just show things that have been on your mind or what not. Well part of it I'm omitting from this blog because I don't feel like sharing it right now, but the rest was like the world had low gravity so I was doing like all this break dancing and crap. Then in real life the TV was on some kids show and it started singing, so people in my dream were singing and crap it was fun.

Elektro - Outwork

Hard Drives and Duel Lives

I have no idea what I intended for this post, but I found it under my drafts section, so I thought I'd fill it in and post it.

It was written February 6, 2008.

i had found a Zip Drive that day.

I have no idea what the Duel lives was about though.....

probably something bad :(

Eine Welt, eine Leute

Es ist unser Schicksal zur Querunbegrenztheit und zum Spielraum zu den Maßen über unseren Selbst hinaus. Es ist Ihre Wahl, wie Sie so.

Das Schicksal von Menschlichkeit liegt nicht in uns als Ganzes, aber in uns als Einzelpersonen. Die Weise, die Sie beschließen, heute zu fungieren, beeinflußt, wie wir morgen leben und in den Jahren, zum zu kommen.

Wir müssen vereinigen! Bringen Sie eine vereinheitlichte Frontseite gegen unsere allgemeinen Feinde hervor und zerquetschen Sie sie. Viren bestehen nicht mehr, wird Krankheit zerstört, und Krebs ist ein verlorenes Gedächtnis.

Wir dürfen nicht wegen der Unterschiede bezüglich des Rennens, des Ethnicity oder des Kredos uns teilen, aber vereinigen anstatt als die menschliche Rasse. Zusammen sind wir unstoppable! Gelassene nicht geringfügige Unterschiede sind unser Sturz!

Dieses ist meine Anzeige zu Ihnen! Wir müssen zusammen stehen! Wir müssen einem anderem helfen! Wir bemühen uns in die Zukunft! Für das grössere gute!

Rede vorbei geschrieben: Voltaire Silvenstein

Pre-fantasy, pre-ecstacy, or pre- apocolyspse?

well lets just hope everything goes as planned and that things work out. Dunno if they will, but hey its worth a shot right? I'll probably get their early and hope that she sits next to me....

wow this sounds pathetic, but I liked this girl from first sight sooo, I'm willing to sound a little pathetic.

Hell this might even start a new chapter in my book if things play out right. No point in getting all riled up though, this is going to be a gradual process, I shouldn't get too excited too quickly or I might botch things up.

Well other than that to look forward to, I'm stuck at this damn school for another ummm *looks at clock* eight hours. Gah, I'm hungry.....

O yea mental note to self, if I ever become supreme dictator of the world... put the rip off of a bookstore outa business or at least make it play fair... I bought a freaking book for $56 dollars a week ago and I went to return it today and they said I couldn't return it for a full refund, but instead I could sell it back for ummmm say, $18. Needless to say I'm hella pissed about that.... I had plans for that money.

Well at least I have some nice techno music to listen to while I'm writing on this computer.

Got crappy sleep again last night, I'm beginning to think that Sundays are jinxed for me. Fell asleep at ummm I think 3:45. So I got a grand total of TWO HOURS OF SLEEP last night.... WOOOOOooooo.

Well can't wait to get officially hired at the Red Rock and get on the payroll. I want the money so I can get the Hell outa Dodge.

Ubermensch - Angerfist

Feeling Deep with no Sleep

Can't sleep again tonight.... i swear I'm an insomniac on Sundays lol

Giants won the superbowl woooo

otherwise stuff has been alright.

I need to see my encouragement again so that I remember my cause.....

My brother wants me to join a fraternity, whateva. Learn the results of my drug test and background test tomorrow, whateva. Have to skip school one day for my orientation at the hardrock, whateva.

Talked to Kristin in the first time in five days.

need to take my womenstudies book back tomorrow.

I guess I should try going to sleep again....?

Engel - Rammstein

Shit, at least I try....

I realize I'm not the nicest person all the time, or that i might fuck up sometimes, but give me a break. I could just be an asshole 24/7.


I know I flake, but remember the times I am there for you. I can't make it to all of the shananagans, but i try to make it to the important ones.


All I'm saying is I know I've done some shitty things in my life and I know I'll never be able to take them back, but don't think I don't regret them.


Life is a learning experience and I'm just a student.










On a completely different note, I am going through some apathy again..... i mean i'm getting stuff done, but nothin is reall fun right now....


dunno. who wants to hang out?