Chances

Here I was planning on going to be 2 hours ago and now I am going to some kickback with Kyle. I wasn't even considering it, but then i thought to myself, It's the opportunities that you don't take that come back to haunt you so now I'm off. Gotta Iron my shirt and throw some cologne on. pah, this better be as good as Adam is making it out to be.


gah, work tomorrow is going to suck.



Work on Sunday is going to be worse.


then school on monday....


ugh man I hate this crap sometimes.

A restless night

Tonight.... I am very bored. I already hit the gym and went for a run, played minesweeper, downloaded some music, made some food, cleaned some dishes, thought very hard about cleaning my room, thought very hard about doing laundry, and now i'm here. I'll probably just hit the sack after this. My plans, well what little I did have, fell through, so now i sit here talking to whoever will listen.


Currently Listening - Fallen Leaves by Billy Talent


Bah I guess I'll just go to bed now.

Mood - Tired

Its been a while......

A lot has changed since the last time I wrote. I'm not the same person I was before. My innocence is more destroyed than ever and my mind is constantly clouded with angry and depressing thoughts.

Let's start things off slow. no longer casual.... i guess, haven't really tried... don't really want too. alright enough with the enigma. worked a lot of concerts in the past month including Daughtry and SLash. Conquered Das Boot, Twice, with times of 1:31 and 1:21. been drinking a LOT lately.... Beerfest got broken up by our landlord and he said he was going to evict us, but his problem was he lost our contract so that didn't happen. Went on an emotional rollercoaster.... Kristin at the source of it all. Staked out a house with my bud Kyle, amounted to nothing. Operation Catspin Failed.

Started to love iced tea... but ran out.

Started to get depressed again, Went on Operation Kegdrop, which was a success. Also Lost a bet playing fooseball and had to go streaking because of it. got my new computer running, and Kyle went to New Jersey for a week. Kristin broke up with her boyfriend and we started talking seriously again. That didn't last long because five days afterwards Kristin and her friend came over and we started drinking like we always do. Except this time Kris passed out early and me and her friend kept drinking. We decided we'd play strip poker and it all went downhill from there. kris found out, things went to hell, and then I found out a shitload that I didn't really want to know. Comes out she was lying to me all this time. sucks, but i guess its better to know the truth than to live in ignorance all your life. Don't know if things will ever heal up between us.

Watched Mind Game the movie.... epic.

well that sums everything up in a nutshell. Good night. Work tomorrow :(

mood - blank



no music today