The Garden of the Forking Paths

I am a hypocrite. I know this, other people know this, its just a fact of life. But people make me sick for one main reason. They have no reservations. They flaunt everything. They shove everything in your face. They want you to know how great they are. I do it too, it's just a human way, but it makes me sick. Sick of seeing it on a daily basis. Sick of Competing with others for the position I want. It makes me want to do this!!




I DON'T WANT TO KNOW, but I do. I don't want it to happen, but I do.


I can't make up my mind, it goes in so many directions.



Anyways,read this story called the garden of the forking paths. Completely makes sense. The Universe is entwined..... so all the rules like what goes around comes around is true. Just when you make someone elses life miserable, you will eventually end up being that person who you made miserable.


Just gotta be nice sometimes.


"When are we going riding?" Says a sleeping roommate.
"The coolest cop I've ever met." Says a lucky brother.
"I cut my dick while masturbating, I need a bandaid." Says another roommate.


My stomache turns over once again...... Sometimes I wish I had power, but then I think.... How cruel and overbearing would I be? I would stop others from doing the exact things I want to do. We are all a little sick in the head. Just some more than others. I think I range up in the top 15%. With power I would cleanse the world. With power I would be vain. With Power I would become everything I hate in others. Ultimate Power is the most ultimate Corrupting force.




HOLY SHIT ITS 5:30 in the morning. Ugh looks like I'm sleeping in late again :(




Mood - Mental Overload. Shutting down.

That was unexpected.

Well I guess I failed my friend in more than one way. He is no longer seeing his girlfriend and I guess they talk on a minimal basis. He did get a new bike though, which is good.

Been playing Left 4 Dead. Extremely fun game, extremely addictive for the fact that it is completely random so the game is never the same.



Watched Hook yesterday. Wow, I totally forgot how good that movie was. I hadn't seen it for 10 years and seeing it again made me extremely happy. I remembered so many parts of my childhood from that movie, along with thoughts that I had had while watching that movie. Quite possibly my favorite movie of all time. :D





ALmost finished with my English project. Found out I might not actually be failing history of rock, I just have to do the concert reviews.

Wondering what is so funny, and why the o my god...... Justin Timberlake in a leotard....



Disturbing image.


I guess he just has fun with his job.

Cuttlefish are awesome.





OMG LOOK BEHIND YOU!!!



Currently Playing - The Ultimate Gamer Challenge

Failure

I'm sorry my friend i have failed you. Operation Drunkenwing has failed. It's a hard egg to crack, but I am confident it will crack soon, everyone has their screts to tell and who better than the innocent Mr. hmmm??? my eyes still burn from the lightweight throwing shit there. ugh what i go through to secure your position. You're welcome. I have deep love for you and your companion thats the only reason i maintain this status.

The Apocolypse

Famine


Pestilence


War


Death

War, Struggle, Conflict, Chaos.

Mayhem

The Close of the KDM Chapter Draws Near

Well, It was fun while it lasted, but our 6 month adventure is coming to a close. The memories in this house are numerous.
- First Blowout Party
- Cops at Second Party
- Rock Band Rallies
- DAS BOOT! 1:31 1:21 1:10
- Landlord busting up Beerfest
- Placing Second in the Race
- Blowout Fourth of July (Literally) (Cops)
- Won my first game of Texas Hold Em' ($40)
- Fooze Shots
- Three Story Park Adventures
- Stalling for Kyle
- Writing Notes on Broken Tables (#2)
- Halloween Foozeball Failure (Jungle Juice, Jello Shots, and...... Keystone??!?!)
- San Genaro Festival
- Champs of the Table
- Tailgates

Experiences I won't quickly forget about.

Man I'm almost getting choked up thinking about how close this chapter of my life is to being over :(

I have learned a lot from this house. I'm Going to miss it greatly.....



Mood - Down

Music - Muse - Time is Running out