I used to think it was a curse. Not knowing how to act at funerals, not knowing how to feel, being able to control how I feel, but now I realize it's not a curse, but instead a blessing.
I can have the shittiest day and still make it so I am happy. Weird? Yes. Bad? No.
Think of it this way, I will see or feel something horrible happen, and then I feel like nothing even happened. I can control it all.
I am the master of my mind, well for the most part lol.
Those of you who know how I don't have control can laugh with me. There should be only like 5 of you. Definitely less than ten.
O and I don't have control in a couple of ways. But you all would already know that.
woooooooooo i love how no one even reads these things either...... makes me feel like my ideas are going to waste, but whatever....
Monday, March 3, 2008
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