Jarhead

They say movies are meant to stir emotions in their audiences. Be able to have the audience relate to the movie, to feel like they are there. Well, Jarhead hit the nail on the head. It made me wonder, what the hell am I doing with my life, with the precious time I have on this Earth? My answer right now is I'm pissing it all away.

I feel so alone. I have wonderful friends and family, but I feel like I'm missing a huge component of my life.

I feel like I'm going to cry.

I feel like I am going to puke, I feel disgusted with myself.

I'm angry.

I'm depressed.

I'm struggling to regain control.

I feel so pathetic.
So helpless.
so worthless.
so tiny.
meaningless.
Like nothing I say or do matters.

What is the point of life?

mood - overwhelmed


No music fits this situation. Only silence.